It happens to a lot of people. I'm currently in the same situation as you, just gotta keep working at that rep and hope people believe in second chances. I personally left my clan Axis just so I could focus on gaining back my rep after I made an apology post on the Lugh section. I lost a lot of my rep back on belenus when I sold one of my accounts (later got it back) and it took me a good couple months just to get people to believe it was me.I've done alot of bad on my server I am clanless now and my rep is bad now... what should I do can I enjoy the game with out a clan? And how to clean rep
Leaving is the easiest way out, but I personally don't recommend it.