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Smallz

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Hi everyone I am the original smallz 220 mage from donn I used to make videos completley forgot the ham but I'm sure many of you now all this but I just want to confess it. I was on donn for about more than a year when mounts came from chests before castle update was there pretty long time ago I was a noob had my own clan called elements than I joined Concordia and I left but wouldn't be allowed back in so when I saw flough and his little group leave I took that as an oppertunity to get a fresh start and joined them in the clan pirates ended up getting about level 190 in that clan I was a general had acces to banks but I started getting really salty and rude I would greif other clans which made my clan look bad because none would join the clan because I had such a bad name. Afew months after joining pirates we had a good amount of people high levels to we were getting there but leader didn't like me there was aalot of bad talk they made a feeder clan and constantly tried to make me become the leader of it because they didn't want me in main clanbecause they had a hard time recruiting with me being there and having such a bad mame i don't blame them I was young and reckless atm so I tried to convince mrscar to let me back into concordiia he wouldnt so I offered to bring majority of pirates to concordiia because many of them were loyal to me or some just wanted end game already so he let me in with a bunch of other players because i told him i would bring them. That was basically the fall of pirates. Joined conc hunted until I gainedclansman which took a while and honestly I was there only for the gear I didn't like the people I didn't care of the people I would hunt when I wanted some type of gear and when I got my gear i would just camp in the castle. Later on I started just wanting to hunt for the clan so I started griding with timers bosses ect for the sake of the clan and I gained guardian woo hoo!. I was guardian for a good amount of time. At some point I started buying rare items like fashion mounts ext and I was running out of gold and I had alot of gear from concordiia but every gear that ran through the clan was to be returned to the bank when done with or if you got an upgrade. So anyways I was getting greedy and just wanted more gold so I sold an orphic ring .. mrscar eventually found out and didn't even demote me or anything he just warned me and told me not to do it again which I still don't know why he's a very good guy other a would of banned from the clan. I wouldn't drop it being so stupid and blunt idk why I'm such an idiot knowing I was wrong and I got caught I tried to lie and argue and say I never sold gear and he kept telling me to drop it but I wouldn't and I kept blabbing so I get kicked and mrscar asked me to return the gear borrowed from the clan and I rejected I left the clan tried to join Vikings which then was pirates they rejeted me for obvious reasons because I did them wrong before. I stole concordiias gear by not returning it argued with them saying I earned the gear knowing I was still wrong. Later on maybe a week later I started selling all my gear it protues gear very good gear mordi a bunch of skain including a set and some gelbron ring. That was wrong of me but thats not the worst of it.. it took me alot of courage to say this but, I created a fake toon that looked similar to the clan banks name I scammed one of the generals all gear I stripped her gelberon gear mordi skain all that and another player I took his godly protues caster braclet. People knew it was me but still I denied it and kept lying and lying I hurt that general because she was very nice and warm hearted and I took advantage of that and scammed her. I'm not looking for any forgiveness because there is no forgiveness for what I had done I cannot make any excuses for what I have done If I am a bad person then I am a bad person that's it. I am 15 I lied about my age to the whole server but I am sure they all knew I was young u the way I acted I played that server from when I was atleast 12 or 13. I have been doing intership for blind old people I help any person I can I know it is a game and it's virtual but it is real people behind those virtual characters who speand real earned money I try to feel better about my self by trying to do good in the real world but nothing can be good enough to fix what I done back then. If you want to curse me call me a bad person a phyco what ever it is you are more than welcome to because I deserve it.

Re: Smallz

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Would someone be nice enough to give us a TL;DR version please

Edit: Ok not exactly a shorter version, but a bit more clear

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Hi everyone I am smallz 220 mage from donn and I used to make videos.

I was on donn for about more than a year, I joined Concordiia and left but wouldn't be allowed back in so I joined the clan Pirates, I started getting really salty and rude, I would grief other clans which made the clan look so bad to the point no one would join.

A few months after joining Pirates the leader didn't like me there anymore and constantly tried to make me become the leader of the feeder clan (because they didn't want me in the main clan), they had a hard time recruiting with me being there, I tried to convince MrScar to let me back into Concordiia, but he wouldn't, so I offered to bring the majority of Pirates to it (that was basically the fall of Pirates), then I hunted until I got promoted to clansman (which took a while) and honestly I was there only for the gear, I didn't like the people.

Later on I began the grind hunting for the clan and eventually got promoted to guardian, woo hoo! I was guardian for a good amount of time.

At some point I started buying rare items like fashion, mounts, etc. and I was running out of gold, but I had a lot of borrowed gear from Concordiia, so I sold an Orphic ring, MrScar eventually found out and didn't even demote me or anything he just warned me, but I wouldn't drop it, I kept blabbing until I got kicked, MrScar asked me to return the gear I borrowed from the clan and I rejected.

Later on (maybe a week later) I began to sell all my gear, that was wrong but that isn't the worst part, I created a fake toon that looked similar to the clan banks name, I scammed plenty of gear, people knew it was me but I still denied it and kept the lie going.

I'm not looking for any forgiveness, I cannot make any excuses for what I have done, I am a bad person and that's it.

I am 15 years old, I lied about my age to the whole server but I am sure they all knew I was young, I have been doing an internship for blind old people, I help any person I can, I know it is a game and it's virtual but there is real people behind those virtual characters, I try to feel better about my self by trying to do good in the real world, but nothing can be good enough to fix what I have done.
Last edited by xSum on Tue Jan 30, 2018 2:41 am, edited 4 times in total.

Re: Smallz

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xSum wrote:Would someone be nice enough to give us a TL;DR version please


He basically feels sorry for stealing from his clan through a series of fake name scams and selling boss drops for gold.

Re: Smallz

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Yeah it was a sting for sure Smallz. But not for the virtual pixel gear as all of that is just replaceable. I personally felt it as we shared many a moment outside the game talking life & all the triumphs/failures therein. You even called me Dad. Outside the game and all that crapola we are all people. Prone to mistakes & greed and all those wonderful things that make us human. But letting people down on a personal level hurts more than X gear and Y gold. I'm glad you took this road because it's the best one. Admit, apologize, heal.
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Re: Smallz

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Aspire wrote:Yeah it was a sting for sure Smallz. But not for the virtual pixel gear as all of that is just replaceable. I personally felt it as we shared many a moment outside the game talking life & all the triumphs/failures therein. You even called me Dad. Outside the game and all that crapola we are all people. Prone to mistakes & greed and all those wonderful things that make us human. But letting people down on a personal level hurts more than X gear and Y gold. I'm glad you took this road because it's the best one. Admit, apologize, heal.

+1 respect, takes courage to admit and even forgive?
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Re: Smallz

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Is this vomit of text sincere or for self satisfaction. ... Who knows....I’m more concerned someone rash like you is around vulnerable people like the Blind. Being 15 now doesn’t make you a sage.
After all you DID steal from your patrons right under their nose.... they could as well be called blind too. Oh the irony....

Re: Smallz

#9
Does anyone know the server? I think maybe the apology would be better served for the specific server?

Hey Smallz,

Good on you for learning from your mistakes (I truly hope you have). You're going to make plenty of mistakes in your life. The best you can do is learn from them. A lot of people can't look at themselves to see their mistakes and faults and own up to them to change. Glad, you're doing that. Introspection is important. Also, sounds like the volunteer work is doing some real-life good for you. Keep at it! Coming clean and apologizing can be difficult as a lot of times those moments remind and resurface shame we feel in our own actions, but they can also be very cathartic. Keep healing and bettering yourself. :)

EDIT: Please bear in mind, if you are banned, you still need to go through the proper appeals process. While I appreciate your sincerity, your actions still hold consequences.

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